No Swearing.......:(

damn i so badly wanna rap
but i need to use slang , this feels like a trap
i am a no slang guy but this thing feels like such a barrier
i wanna carry it but i got no carrier
damn how do i separate profession and life
i am 14 dnt even have a wife !!

so why shoudnt i use it............
this is eating my head bit by bit
this leads to me getting lost for words
cnt do anything except see around my head circling birds
i wanna scream i wanna shout
i wanna tell you what i am talking about

my trying of becoming free with my vocabulary
is leading to my fury !!
because i wanna use what i knoe and knoe what i dont use
i dont wanna care whether or not its a abuse

something inside me doesnt let me do this
without this there is no fun in a diss
i wanna rap
why am i getting eaten by this useless crap
i feel like shouting to anyone who does not or does care
this shit is becoming like a night mare !!!
lack of vocab still haunts
i am a small boy my friend still taunts
i feel like swearing on his face
damn this guilt its becoming a disgrace...........

- atharva ghosalkar